I just lost a very special person last week to suicide.  Please, please if you are hurting and feeling there is no other way, call someone.  There are so many people who care and love you and will help any way they can.  Let them.  You may feel no one cares or can’t help but they can.  Please let them.  Josh didn’t tell a lot of people what he was feeling.  I can tell you there were over 400 friends who loved him and would have done anything for him.  He was being bullied because he was gay and now he is gone.  He touched so many lives in so many ways just like you and you and you have done but you just don’t realize it.  If you need someone to talk to write to me I’ll help in anyway I can.  I just don’t want to see another life gone so needlessly when there is help out there for you.